Yet another hate letter for the collection.... Written by me, for Jason, from Destiny:
At the difficult times in our lives, during the hardest of moments, we discover who our true friends are. Those who are here for us, those who help us and guide us back to sanity. During these times we also discover, however, the true nature of those we thought were our best of friends.
Unfortunately, the failure of such individuals only increases the severity and difficult nature of these hard times. These dire periods, which need no help in disrupting our lives, are hard enough to overcome, even with the support of our beloved friends. But without support, we are crippled, and left in the wild, tempestuous sea of emotion, waiting to get tossed against the rocky shores of life.
In case you have not yet realized the intent of this letter, I am speaking of you, my dear ‘friend’, Jason. Today, I returned to work for the first time after an extremely difficult period, a period of time that is not over, an ongoing era of stress and anxiety. I came in today, hoping, knowing that you would be here to help me. But behold my surprise; witness my disappointment in the fact that you have abandoned me at this of all times. My reliance on you, my faith in your heart and understanding was a mistake, and one I will never again make.
You have failed me, and beyond that, you have failed yourself as a decent human. Believe me when I say that this is the end to all that we had. You are as dead to me as your sense of decency, dead as your emotionless soul.
With unfilled prescriptions, you were my only hope for clinging to sanity. The pills that would rectify the unhealthy palpitations in my chest are as unavailable as you this morning.
You have disgraced yourself, and gingers across the globe. We are all lessened by your disappointment. I am hurt beyond the point that your false caring and magic hands could ever fix. Tightness in my throat and tears in my eyes is all I receive at the thought of you now.
I hope this isn’t the person you strove to be in life, but it is all I will ever see you as now. Goodbye forever.